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Last night I had the privilege of speaking at Q Commons (Singapore). Q Commons is an event bringing like-minded Christians and non-Christians to discuss how to advance the common good in our community.
My topic was Finding resilience through my faith in Christ.
I haven’t spoke on my own journey for a long time. It was a refreshing time for the audience and also for me as I recalled how the Lord rescued me from cancer, gave me a second chance and took me to places where I never thought possible.
25 yrs ago I should have been six feet underground. I can only imagine what went through my parent’s mind when they told them their son had cancer. There was a massive growth in the liver and there is no way I could live without a transplant. The doctors gave me 6 months to live and the waiting list is much longer than that.
At that time, I couldn’t process all this meant to me and my family. All I know was that because of my family’s decision to migrate to Canada, it was through a routine check that the doctor found out something wrong with me.
This sequence of events proved to me that I am standing here today, alive and well, is not random nor by accident. Looking back, I knew God wanted me to live. After my liver transplant, He gave me a second chance. A second chance to live with purpose.
At the age of 27, I completed an Ironman event. An Ironman event consists 4 km of swimming, 180 km of cycling and a marathon all in one day. It didn’t started off like this, of course. Like all things in life, it started off small. I started running. Picked up cycling again and later learn to swim. After finishing a small triathlon, I thought maybe, just maybe I could do an Ironman. It is just a little longer right?
Doing an Ironman is like wrestling with a Gorilla. You don’t stop when you’re tired. You stop when the Gorilla is tired.
I completed the course in 14 hours of grueling heat, strong prevailing wind and pain in places I never thought possible. At the end of the Ironman, I started to cry. I almost felt like I was hallucinating. I felt God is telling me to give up my life to follow Him. I knew that I was alive not by accident but because of His love and care for me.
After doing the Ironman, I believe that there are no limits to what we can achieve when we choose to rely on Him and fulfill His purpose in our lives. Of all the things I’ve done, finishing the Ironman was probably the greatest achievement. But that wasn’t the most important thing in my life. I realize the purpose of my life is not for my sake but for His.
Years later, through a ‘divine’ accident, I got married to the most beautiful woman in the world. Living half way across the world, 10,000 miles apart. It was impossible to start a relationship. It was not even rational or logical.
Yet, I knew God has a purpose for both of our lives, given the same heartbeat we have for the poor and the needy. When I decided to lay down the love of triathlon, I know God is taking me to a whole new adventure.
Sure, I can continue to compete in triathlon, winning medals and giving glory back to Him. It would be the sensible thing to do. It would be an inspiring story. But I knew that wouldn’t be obedient to Him. God has a different purpose. It was only after I surrender triathlon, God brought me to Singapore and made this relationship possible.
Through this woman, God changed my life once again. Three months ago, my wife and I returned from a one year stint serving in Uganda.
When we started this journey to Africa, everyone thought we were crazy. Being a medical doctor, my wife, more than anybody else knows the risks that it poses to my health to be in Africa. Having a liver transplant means that I am on immuno-suppressant drug everyday. It means I am easier to catch disease and could not take the yellow fever vaccination which is compulsory for entry into Uganda. But once again, when we thought there’s no other way, instead of giving up as many suggested, we made a stand to pray and seek God. He, as always, is faithful and we were off to Uganda.
During our one year stint, as we obey God’s calling to serve the poor, my wife and I saw Him open doors and performed miracles neither of us dare to imagine. I believe that life, whether in Africa or in Singapore, always have an element of risk. But, it is when we made a choice to allow God to take over and obey His calling, there is nowhere safer on this earth than in the palms of our father’s hands.
Today, my challenge to you is this. How are you living your life?
Resilience is not inborne. I was not born with it but I believe the circumstances in my life, God taught me obedience. And through that obedience, trust. Through trusting, He grew resilience inside of me which then allowed me to live my faith as it is today.
Resilience is available for everyone but only when we allow Him to develop it inside of us. It is not develop by our own strength or will. It is available when we are willing to lay down our lives and surrender what we wanted for God’s highest calling.
Resilience is a choice and a way of life IF we allowed God to bend and mold us as He pleases. He is trust-worthy because He is our creator and the author and the perfector of our faith.
To end off, I would encourage you to choose a life of total surrendering and obedience. For only then, can God work out true resilience in us to live for His highest Glory.
In a few hours, Wai Jia and I will be hopping on a plane leaving Uganda.
I haven’t blog much about our experience in Africa. The past year was a year of laboring for the Lord and experiencing the faithfulness of His goodness. I am leaving with ever more desire to serve Him and seek His Kingdom and His righteousness. I am leaving realizing that the Word of God is a two edged sword and I still need training on how to use it effectively and not cut myself in the process.
For the past year, we’ve been teaching at the Bible School and work alongside with the local church in various ministries (sewing and beading and training teachers to de-worm kids). We have built many friendships and enjoyed their fellowship. One of the things we will miss the most is the worship in Ugandan church. It is simply vibrant.
Teaching at the Bible School really shaped me to see the need to know the Bible and be able to explain doctrines clearly and concise. Last night, Wai Jia and I discussed with each other about some of the changes we expect when we go back to Singapore. We are using materials designed to help missionaries return back home. One of the items we discussed is the change in our spirituality while in Uganda. I can see Wai Jia has grown a lot in understanding the Bible. As for myself, I hope so as well. Though I feel like I am still illeterate when it comes to knowing Scriptures.
As we are leaving our friends behind, we often wonder what will happen to them. Will they be ok? One of the pastors we worked alongside went into the hospital a few days ago with a major operation. What about him? What about our ministries and the projects that we were part of? The Sewing and Beading ministry. Will this continue to grow? Will it transform lives?
In all things, they are not in my control but in His Soveriegn care. We are learning to trust. We are simply given the privilege to be His Workmen in Uganda in this brief period.
If God is willing, He will bring us back.
As for now, we are heading back to Singapore and serve Him there. As for me, Singapore will be a period of spiritual training as I continue to study my M Div online. What’s more important though, is not the grades or a few letters behind my name but rather a strong and living relationship with God. That’s the key and source of life when we go back on the field. When? We don’t know. We simply trust and wait.
Photo with children and friends on our last day at Cornerstone Entebbe, the church where we served and worshipped in Uganda.
My church in Canada is sending a youth team to Peru for mission. I made a video devotion focusing on the importance of seeking the Holy Spirit while doing mission.
I also included two examples of how the Holy Spirit worked in our lives. One of them happned here in Uganda.
For those of us who are constraint with limited bandwidth, you will realize that video takes up a lot of bandwidth. I’ve been doing tests on various video websites (youtube, Vimeo, BBC and CNN). I also measure Skype video as well since most of us (especially those living aboard) Skype is a great tool to […]Read More...
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A while ago I tested how much data Youtube use. I also tested how much data Vimeo videos use as well. Once again, I use NetLimiter to measure my test. Again I use a one minute video to test. The Vimeo video I used is One Minute Wonder – Kiah Victoria Wonders on Vimeo. Unlike […]Read More...
Before coming to Uganda with my wife as missionaries, I served in Singapore for 2 ½ years. Singapore was the first place where I served as a long term missionary. Given that Singapore is well developed, you would think it was easy for me to transit, right? Unfortunately, my experience was far from smooth. My wife had to spend many nights listen to me feeling the sense of loss of my home, friends and family. Though I am Chinese from descent (I was born in Hong Kong), I am more ‘Ang Mo’, a Singaporean term to describe Westerners, given that I spent more than 20 years living in Canada. Living back in Asia was a shocked to my system in various ways.
For many missionaries, home-sickness, loneliness, missing friends and family are often some of the stressors one experiences on the field. Lately, I noticed there were a number of posts published online about the suffering a missionary goes through. Unfortunately, for me, these posts tend to discourage rather than encourage. They list a bunch of things a missionary suffers but do not offer solutions to them. These posts might make me feel like someone out there understands my situation. But for me, empathy is not enough. I need more.
During those times on the field when I am down, my encouragement comes from reading the Bible. Paul, as an apostle (and also a missionary), suffered much for Christ. Whenever I open the book of Philippians, I am inspired by Paul’s desire to follow Christ, even to discount all things as loss (Phil 3:8). His message to the church of Philippi is not merely to say ‘yes, things suck’. Rather, he not only stated the trials he went through, but also brought the Philippi church up and encouraged them to keep the faith. Yes, things are not going to be good. But it is worth it. Paul is the right person to say this. He wasn’t sitting on an Ivory tower and giving orders. After all, he was
- Five times beaten with forty stripes minus one
- Three times beaten with rods
- Stoned once
- Three times shipwrecked
- A night and a day in the deep
- In perils of water, robbers, own countrymen (Jews), Gentiles, in city, in wilderness, in seas, in false brothers, in weariness and toil, in sleeplessness, in hunger and thirst, in fastings, in cold and nakedness
Source: 2 Corinthians 11:23-27 (NKJV)
If Paul, the one who suffered so much for the Gospel, can keep going, I can take that message. This is a message that gives me hope and courage.
While we were here in Uganda, we had an experienced missionary who told us that people from back home will disappoint us. Now, this might sound negative but this is a reality. The reality is that no one at home will truly understand 100% what we are going through. There was a time when I was upset at my friends and supporters for their lack of sensitivity. But after a while, I needed to move on. It is ok if people do not understand. It is ok because the source of my strength is not from them. It is by looking at Jesus that we can continue to labor in joy despite hardships. Following Jesus is a hard thing to do. When we talk about laboring for Him, it really means to labor with sweat, toil and heartache. But at the end it is worth it. It is important to keep the end in mind.
I remembered my first Half Ironman (a very long triathlon event). I was 10 km from the finish line. We started in the morning and by then, it was noontime and it was hot. Even though the triathlon is an individual race, there are times when you race together to encourage each other. In Ecclesiastes, Solomon said that two is better than one and a cord of three strands will not break (Ecc 4:12). It is especially true in triathlon.
I somehow ended up with two other participants. We exchange a few words as we jogged along. One of the participants began to complain how hard the course was and how hot she was feeling. The more I listened to her, the more I did not want to listen. Realizing her words were not helping me to keep going, I wished her well and ran ahead.
I did the same race a few years later. Once again, the race was hot and muggy. This time I hadn’t trained as much and was struggling. At around the same part of the race, I gave up and started to walk. Just as I was trotting along and making up every reason why I should walk, a much older gentleman passed me. As he passed me, he turned around and waved at me to keep going. In triathlon, it is common for them to write down your age at the back of your calf. This person had a 60 on his calf! I told myself, if someone twice as old as me could keep going, I could as well. I started jogging again and caught up with him. This man was very encouraging and we exchanged words to keep each other going to the end.
It is the same when we labor for the Lord. The situation is difficult and it is tough. We will feel lonely and a sense of loss. But we need to encourage one another to keep moving and keep our eye on the eternal crown. He is the strength and the source for us to keep going. Life is short and we need to accomplish all the things He marked us to do. The suffering we are going through is temporary compared to the glorious eternal prize we will achieve when He calls us, ‘good and faithful servants’. AMEN!
“Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. 13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, 14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus”Philippians 3:12-14 (NKJV)
“Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things. 9 The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you.” Philippians 4:8-9 (NKJV)
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This week is the first week our Bible School is starting classes for 2015. It is a joy to see some new faces and old faces (from last year’s class).
Wai Jia and I spent a considerable time this week teaching on leadership and what it means to be a good ministers. The students attending the Bible School varies from Pastors, Apostle to young people preparing for ministry. We even have a lady that just converted (from hearing a preaching from one of our students!). We also incorporated the importance of excellence and asked the class to come up with values which they want to develop while they are here.
Today, I taught the importance of obeying Godly authority. Godly authority simply means the spiritual leader whom God placed in your life. For most of us, that will be our Pastor or Senior Pastor.
I used an Old Testament example to illustrate the point. In Numbers 16, Korah and 250 leaders rebelled against Moses and Aaron. The irony is that it is probably Moses who appointed them as leaders in Exodus 18. Side note: Exodus 18 is when Jethro, Moses’ father-in-law, suggested to Moses to appoint leaders to help Moses’ judge the Israelites.
This is the their accusation against Moses and Aaron:
You take too much upoon yourselves, for all the congregation is holy, every one of them, and the Lord is among them. Why then do you exalt yourselves above the assembly of the Lord?Numbers 16:3b (NKJV)
The first thing we learn as leaders is that when someone accuses us of wrong doings, we don’t fight back. Moses responded by bowing on the ground (v4) and told Korah and his men that the Lord will judge who is holy and who is not (v7). This is a key lesson, the Lord will fight the battle on our behalf.
Moses challenged Korah and his men that everyone of them will stand before the Lord the next day with a censers and put fire and incense (v6-7).
These men that rebelled against Moses and Aaron are not just ordinary men. The Bible described them as renowned (v2). Moses said that even God separated them for Him from the rest of the congregation (v9). These men are leaders.
But they were upset with Moses. Here are their accusations:
- Since God is among the whole congregation and they are holy, why is there a need for Moses to be the leader (v 3)
- Moses chose himself to be the leader over the Israelites (v 3)
- Moses led them to the wilderness to die (v 13)
- Moses failed to take them to the land of flowing milk and honey (v 14)
So the next day, Moses, Aaron, Korah and the 250 men stood before the tabernacle of meeting each with their censer with incense and fire (v 18-19). The glory of the Lord came (v 19) and told Moses and Aaron to separate themselves from the congregation because God is going to destroy everyone including the congregation (v 20). Moses, as always, interceded on behalf of the congregation (v 22) and the Lord spared them. Instead, the Lord told the congregation to stay away from these wicked people even to the point of not touching any thing owned by these rebellious men (v 26). This is another truth. As leaders, we ought to stay away from wicked people.
Before the judgement, Moses said that the work that he is doing as a leader is not by his own will but it is God who sent him to do the works (v 28). Here’s another important truth. We, sometimes, think our work is what we do. But it is the Lord who give us work to do. It is the Lord who give us leader to look over us. At the same time, we cannot just go and do any type of work for the Lord just because we feel like it. We have to able to discern that the work we are doing is the Lord who give us.
The ground opened up just as Moses said and swallowed Korah, Dathan, and Abiram as well as their household and their tents (v 31-33). Then fire came down and consumed the 250 men (v 35).
This is a fearful lesson. Sometimes we think we are better than our leaders or our pastors. We look at them and think we can preach better than them or know the Bible better than them. We don’t need these leaders to ‘lord’ over us. We can do better without them. This is actually pride that’s talking. With pride comes Satan tempting and soothing our ego. You are better than your leader. Why are you still listening to them? You should go and do your own thing. You will be successful.
Another possibility is that the Lord is refining us and purposely place us under the leadership of others so that we can learn humility and obedience. Joshua, for example, spent at least 40 years with Moses before taking over the role as the leader of the Israelites and led them into the Promise Land. 40 years! That’s a long time. We often think we can be groom and become leader so fast, especially living in this age of instant gratification.
When I was training for Ironman, a coach said that it takes a long time for you to be good. Most pros take 3, 4, 5 years(!) before they finally see results. This is the same for leadership.
Another point I shared is that we all have leader we are following. Even Pastors don’t do their own thing. The two pastors in our class have spiritual fathers that they are accountable to. When a leader is running his own show and there’s no accountability, that can be a recipe for disaster.
Before we came to Uganda, a pastor told us that in Africa it is common for someone in the congregation to take a group of members away and start his own church. This is sad because it doesn’t glorify God. We hope that today’s teaching will help counter such thoughts.